
I can't put into words how I felt reading that email. I was like, OK. We're doing it. It's happening. It's real. There is a place now for 4,000 orphans to go for food and a sense of family and maybe even a little fun.
I am proud to have had a hand in this, however small my hand may be.
I walked into the other room to tell David the good news. He's my second biggest donor followed by my friend Steve Centrillo, so I wanted him to know we hit a first big milestone in Malawi. I went to share the news, but bumbled and fumbled for words.
I don't think I can even explain it now. I have all these flashbacks from my own life that make this event particularly momentous in my mind. How to explain?
Have you ever felt invisible? Like you're way too young to hold all this burden and no one is looking, but you know they should? It's crazy for me to even have these memories. I don't feel entitled to them. I'm an American. I have it pretty good. But I did struggle to get a leg up. Pay for college. Make something of myself. And the whole struggle really sucks in so many ways....but the hardest part is believing you're totally alone. People all around you could help....but they don't. They choose not to see. You become invisible.
Being seen and being heard is a big driver for me. I'm not always good at it. In fact, I'm still mostly bad at it. But sometimes, I let myself and my interests be seen and heard. And giving voice to these orphans is how I am completing my past. It feels good. It's where the vulnerablity inside of me becomes my strength. It's where the most vulnerable of the vulnerable -- orphans left to fend for themselves -- can go to care and be cared for; and be SEEN.
And I'm seeing it happen in real time.
The Orphan Care Center will help so many children in countless ways.
If you gave so much as a nickel to this cause, please take a minute to SEE these pictures. YOU did this.
Thank YOU.


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Special thanks to my David - David Duncan - for being a regular part of the conversation with me.
And thanks to my friends for always supporting me and caring about what I care about and your notes and thoughts of encouragement during this journey, esp: Steve Centrillo, Donna Bellamy, Jessie Quiroz, David Freeman, Ed Kishinevsky and Justin Kiernan.
YOU make a difference for ME.
Thank you.